It has been a while that I don't blog.
I have been too occupied with the tumblr.
Jakun dapat Tumblr. Haha. 😜
I delete all the previous posts.
I wanna start new.
A new chapter.
A new me.
I wanna write something that is able to inspire people.
No more emotional posts.
No more negativity.
I wanna share only the beneficial stuffs.
Hopefully they will be my "saham akhirat" on the Day of Judgement.
Have you ever felt broken inside.Felt like you wanna give up.
Like there is no hope.
Like there is no use of doing good deeds since no one ever appreciate what we are doing.
Like why bother to 'jaga hati orang' since they don't do the same thing to us.
I believe every each of us have been gone through all these situations.
And I need to admit sometimes I also do suffer from these negative feelings.
Tazkiyatun Nafs plays an important role in order for us to defeat these unwanted feelings.
In order to be a super hero, we are not necessarily going to Palestine and be a combat there.
Inside ourselves there is a more dangerous enemy awaits.
Yup.the unseen enemy.
If we scrutinize our life properly, we will come to aware that not every heart beat goes without us need to make choices.
"Life is about choices" My dad used to tell me.
"Hidup adalah pilihan."
Especially as a Muslim, we are facing so many things that we need to decide wisely.
Even when it comes to our food, we still need to choose food which is halal and thoyyibah.
See. we as a Muslim need to make the best choice even on a trivia thing in life.
Okay. Back to tazkiyatun nafs.
It is about fighting our nafs.
Inside our soul, there is a constant battle between good and bad.
We need to fight to always choose the good ones.
We need to learn on how to control our emotions and all the bad temptations.
This is what we called tazkiyatun nafs.
Wallahi it's not easy.
It will scatter us.
It will stab us from every angle.
It will hurt us all the time.
But its gonna worth the pain.
Nak syurga bukan senang kan?
We need to fight to get there.
Lets strive to be a better Muslimah.
Don't wait, lets start now!
Join me and lets be mujahidah!
Rock your iman bebeh!